Wednesday, December 17, 2003

Humbled

Oh, where to begin? Scott's been job hunting the past few days down in Indy, and is feeling discouraged. We have to start getting assistance from the government for food, and the wonder of how next month's bills are going to be paid is tapping on our brain. All worries and fear. All part of sucking up our pride. It almost would seem easier to just move down to Arkansas with my dad, and keep the biz going down there. But maybe this is a test to see how humble we are willing to be for God. Who knows, but Him. We just need to come over our fears, and step up to the happy and content plate. Not that easy though. Easier said than done, but with God's will there is a way. I'm just thankful that we see God's true light in all of this. I guess what sucks the most is that it's Christmas season again, and there are very little jobs out there. Please pray for Scott, that he won't be discouraged and will also feel better. And for me, to be strong for Scott when he may not be.